Let's face it. This year has kicked my little french ass. There is no nice way of putting that. I don't feel the need to rehash all the gory details but it's enough to say that I have experienced love in a way that I never thought possible and have lost more than I thought I could bear.
Most recently, I lost a dear friend to a terrible disease. She left me with a wonderful lesson, though. No matter how many times her plans fell apart (and, oh, she was always full of fail-proof plans!) it never stopped her. She would just brush herself off and go back to the bank with another equally fail-proof plan. She inspired me to stop being a victim in my own life and start living it!
What am I doing? Who do I choose to be? What is possible for Amanda Rae?
The only answer that I am willing to consider is that anything is possible for Amanda Rae.
I am going to sing and tell my silly stories and make you laugh.
I'm going to be a over the top, unapologetically.
I am going to save up every spare dollar I have and have a wild adventure abroad.
And I am going to, thoroughly, enjoy every carb that crosses my path!
Honestly, I don't know the how or the when of any of this but, no matter. A very wise woman once told me that it's not my job to figure out the how, just the what.
In the coming months, You will be hearing and seeing a lot more of me. I'm just getting started!
p.s.Thanks, Kerry Anne MacDougall for the great blog title and the kick in the pants that I needed. Another thanks to Michael Duhaney for your wonderful coaching, kind words, and understanding.
"Each morning is the open door to a new world - new vistas, new aims, new plans, new things... and whether one is twenty, forty, sixty or eighty; whether one has succeeded, failed or just muddled along - life begins each morning."
ReplyDeleteL. M. Hodges
Thanks Amanda,
Wishing you much success and joy. Cheers.
Thank you so much for a much-needed push in the right direction. I still don't know where I'm going but I know that I'll be okay where ever I land.
DeleteSending you a great big hug!
Amanda Rae